Who might that be,and how do you know you were really ment to be? Well let me tell you somthing about me im only 15 and well i can tell you that i know alot about a relationship.I fell in love at the age of 14 and its been so hard to get over the person that you gave up everything for. When you seperate you do think about him, and you do think about what it would be like if you two were still togeher... I often think about the little things.. Im currently in a relationship right now and the guy im with means alot to me,but everytime that im around my ex i feel somthing that i never ever felt before. I feel like i cant live with out him in my life. Yet.. i always tell myself i moved on and its time to forget about him,and he isnt suppose to mean anything to me because of all the pain he put me threw.
Im in love with my novio i got now pero its different. i sumtimes have to lie to him so i wont get caught up,and tell him No i dont have feelings for my ex,pero i dont want to come straight out and tell him that i care about him still.. i mean i dont care about my ex enough to break up me and my vato i got right now. Its hard enough as it is with my vato because he is convinced that im in love wit mah ex still. The other day i cheated on my vato, and i regrete it so much because now i have to live with that guilt. I tell my self if i really do care about my vato then why am i running back to my Ex all the time. People say its True love that you can never break free from,and alot of tymes i feel like i dont ever want to see my ex ever again because im not going to lie i do care about my vato now and i dont want my ex trying to break us apart.
To tell you somthing My Vato and my ex were best friends once since the 3rd grade.. then they started fighting because my vato found out about me and my ex talking. I wanted to talk to my ex but as friends but when i did it lead sumplace eles. I had to much feelings for him. Right now i think im going to settle things a little even though i cant break free. Im going to stay away from my ex to get things straight with me and my vato because i do love him. I been with My man already for 3 months already, Pero i been with my Ex for 9 months...
True Love is somthing hard to get over and i know im still Young so all this shouldnt really matter to me but you know how we get when we like someone.. and you got to do what you have to do Que no? aight well thas it thats my Tru love story..
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