Losing someone is a very painful experience, No matter who it is.
My cuz and I were very close. She had gotten in to some crazy shit and got her life all screwed up. I cant say it was only her though.
Ne Ways, she was older then me but we kicked it any way. My tia was always kinda rough on her so she was tryin to get back at her by bein all loca and gettin in all tha shit. So ne ways time went on and she ended up with 3 beautiful girls.
She was all into the drugs and partyin and drinkin and all of that. Soon she was so far into it she couldnt get herself out. We knew there was something goin on. One day we went crusin up the mountain and she was just freakin out. sayin she couldnt take care of her babys and that they would be better of with her moms y todo.
I just told her you know its ok and ur a good jefa and that her hijas needed her.
On April 17 I got a call from the police sayin that they found Angel on the mountain dead in her car.
She said she died from an overdose. my tia couldnt handle identifing her so I had to go. I couldnt even recognize her. Her body was decomposed to bad. The only way I knew it was her was cuz of the cruz she was wearin that my moms gave her.
on the 19th we buried her.
I had to bury the one persona that i really trusted.
So the whole reason I am writtin this is because I want to tell every one who ever thought they werent good enough and thought bout endin it all Please think about all the pain u will cause the peeps around you. Just talk to someone and let it out. Cuz trust me its not worth it. You were put here on earth by God who killed His only son for you. So think before you do anything.
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