I want to be free from the memories of before. But for some whatever reason its like they caught me even more.Driving me insane with the vision still inside me today.Dear lord make me over come them and make then go away.I dug a hole within my soul and buried it inside so dam deep.But every night I close my eyes it gets me in my sleep.Some days I fuckin hate myself,because I can’t seem to let it go.But sometimes its fuckin hard when theres all kinds of bullshit in this world that makes a bitch not want to live.But I got t stay strong and hold on to this life But the truth to this is that I have my days when I feel I need to hide.One day I will sleep in peace and not be awaken from my past abuse.But till that day comes,God give me my wings,and let my past become of use.
by browneyez
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