Thru and thru i see thru the trears.. <br />i see where you and i have fell <br />it lies dormant in your heart <br />it trails behind like a heat seeking missile. <br />you have been thru trenches <br />and the world gives you hell but oneday it will give you riches.. <br />i fell for you on that cool sring night <br />the backof the bus kissing and not holding back <br />as years turned our love went sour <br />Gave you hell as i died inside as i didnt water my flower.. <br />i looked me as if u were my own... <br />my love, my world, my flower to hold.. <br />i never would have done wat i did, if i knew were we could be. <br />i looked into the skies and saw your star.. <br />it wasnt alone.. <br />insted t was accompanied by a little gleam.. <br />the lght that was shown wasnt a light so usual.. <br />i guess it meant that you were happy never to go back to pain <br />i apologize for what u have been put thru <br />i kno that one day we may meet again <br />but wether e do or not i understand that what i put you thru is nforgivable <br />but as i ask for foregivness your face falls and i see that same old frown.. <br />the frown that i said i will never put on ur face again <br />it gave me a feeling of sorrow and depression <br />do i let it go or leave it alone.. <br />when there is a stigma of hate in your heart??? <br />if i say my apologies will there be room for a love again <br />or will it foster hate instead of fotering love?? <br />will our hearts fit together like a ball n glove?? <br />will we find love in the stars again.. <br />as you have found with your new found friend.. <br />i see a day where we look up and see <br />that the stars is where we both will be.. <br />syncronized and intact <br />look up into the stars were u will fnd love.. thats a fact


by yayo365

When i look into your eyes I see the pain of the past. <br />When I hold you you tense up as if putting up an invisible wall of glass.. <br />But all i want to do is come in and touch your heart. <br />But so far this is impossible because you’re scared to let me in this far. <br /> <br />I just wish you could let your guard down and let me show you life can be fun. <br />Let me show you that my heart, my hands,and my ears are here if you ever need to feel the sun.. <br />Know that you have a man who is willing to prove to you what everyone is not.. <br />I want to show you that i am willing to put my heart on the line and fight for that number one spot.


by yayo365

Lonlyness comes from a certain number of things..
Not being able to give someone your heart..
And being afraid to show that special person how you really feel..
Feeling as if your inadequate  for someone els’ love..
Or even the mere thought that maybe one day that person will break ur heart..
Lonliness is a state of mind in which one can snap out of..
It bears your soul down into depression to where you feel like your alone in a room full of friends
Loneliness kills love.. It harms souls.. And most of all it hurts....


by yayo365

This is the place where anything can happen..
Love, joy, peace, just imagine
You and I on the beach relaxing..

This is the place where the water is so blue,
Where the sky is too
And the sand is so pure

Imagin our hearts and souls connecting
Holding hands and just relfecting
On our future and letting go of our pasts

Paradise is a place where anything can happen,
Where we fall deeply in love..
Paradise, lovely paradise..


by yayo365

Some of the thngs we go thru are for truth n understanding
The love I have for you.. Will only tell u the truth.. N give u understanding
I did wrong this is true
But for you.. Anything I will do

So with this said.. Our relationship must be thru
Because of the thngd I have done n the past we have not let pass
Let me go so I can let you go..
Bc this love is soo soo so strong n long that it could penetrate the hardest door..

Don’t cry.. Don’t weep
But jus let go n maybe oneday WE..
Will look bak n smile n say "how dumb WE were"
Don’t let this discourage you n move your feet..

Now that all the confusion and pain has gone..
We can be we no longer..
put ur heart back into you chest n turn away
Bc I kno that we will become we again one day..


by yayo365

Never lie to me
The truth shall set u free

Always ride wit me
The night on da town will fill us wit glee

Never down yourself.
But Ima b dere 2 pik u up

Never tell yourself wat u can’t do
U can do all things n Christ who strenghtins you

Never take shit from nobody
Because u aint no shit hole..

Always touch my body
Beacause u are the only 1 I ever wanna hold


by yayo365

She's not the most beautiful thng in the world
But she makes me feel like im king of this world
She may not b the curviest
But her hips hit just the right spots

But what do u do when she's fallen for u
What do u do when she needs u
Do u fool her heart jus 2 please u
Do u tel her u need her cuz u do


by yayo365

It was painful, as my heart slowed
And my bood slowly flowed
And life surely slowed
And the pailness of my body showed,and life became cold
But don’t say im dying.. Don’t call this death

As my soul leaves my body they pronounce me dead...
But I pronounce me born. For im going to live with my dad
So to all my unborn seeds and family..kno im in a better place
Fir my life here on earth is done
But heaven is my place for grace.
So don’t sayim im dying. Don’t cal this death

You may feel I left you b4 my appointed time
Don’t hate God for this.. For that would be a biblical crime
But instead look up and praise.. For u kno im in heaven for eternity
And you kno that one day with eachother we will spend eternity
Don’t call this Death..
Call this a new beginning of health and life.. But certainly not death


by yayo365

The joy to me is sorrow
For I kno there may be no tomorrow
I can’t stand to see you n tears..
So look me in2 my eyes n tell me ur fears

So if u promise me ur heart.. N God promises me 2marro
I can take away the pain, mourning, and sorrow
N God will give our love life
So with God leading the way there will be no strife

He said he will never bear ne burdon on us we cannot handle
So the love you sho shuld never dim like a flame on a candle
So love me hard.. No strings held bard
I kno its gunna b difficult but who said life wasn’t gunna b hard..

So love hard..
Love strong..
Kno that God is here backing us the whole way
And hopefully we will wake by eachother with a ring on our finger 1 day


by yayo365

When he wake up n da morning there’s a burdon sayin u aint dat nigga
Sayin give up, let it go, pull da trigga
But then he thnks to himself"God aint gunn let me fall"
So he gets up wit my head high and say thnk you for this "fall"

They say that ur life if full of seasons..
Right now his season is fall..
For he know his life is like those leaves on the trees
They fall but in time they will grow back even greener

N life will start anew
N his love will be fresh and pure
N da only thng that can bring this "fall" again is the almighty
For the pain only endure for a night but Joy comes in the morning light..


by yayo365

At a young age I saw you guys show each other love n affection
Now that ur gone I see the love draining from my grandfather
You gave him somethingto live for..
Now that ur gone.. He can’t eat,can’t sleep..seems like he can’t do nothing at all

I miss you I do..
But I wish that you could come bak and take a walk with my grandfather
Show him that you look down on him and smile,for u kno that you live thru him

I wish you culd come back to see what your kids have grown to become
Wish u could come back and see me jump..
We wish you could come back.. Just for one hug.. 1 day 1 night

But since I kno God doesn’t grant thos types of wishes..
I pray  that you watch over your kids and sho them that u care..
Show them that u tried your hardest.. And fought ur longest to see another day
Sho them that their lives need to be in order for tomorrow is never promised..

Through ur death Grandma I want u to show us all real faith..real love, real life..
We kno ur n a better place so watch over us n let us kno u still care
LET US KNOW U ARE STILL THERE

DEAR GRANDMA


by yayo365

The depths of my soul tell me I love you
But my mnd tells me I need to let you go
Why does this always happen when we get so close
Does this mean that the thng we have worked so hard for.. Fought so strong for.. Prayed so long for... is not meant to be
God says things will fall into place in his time.. But am I being selfish for wanting everything fall n2 place now
My friends say the next girl is the 1 for me.. She is cute no doubt.. But she’s no you
They say she will do me right.. But u do me right in so many ways

But I feel this connection with her that I may not even have with you..
For our connect may soaly be our sex..,
Our connection is emotional..when we touch our souls clench.. When we touch our hearts leak out this sweet aroma tellin us tht love is our future
When our lips lock.. My soul lightens.. N I float on cloud 11
And when our bodies touch.. Uhh its like pure extacy w/o the sex

But I must be honet I thnk she may be the 1
She could be the one who I spend my life with
Who I tell all my secrets to..
And listen to these old school records n make love to..
I mean what we "had" was fun.. But now I "have" something tht makes me feel like a KING..


by yayo365

WHENEVER WE KISS I GET THIS FEELING...
THIS FEELING OF.. PURE BLISS AND JOY
WHEN OUR BODIES TOUCH I FEEL YOUR SKIN MELT..
LIKE A CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN ON MY FINGER TIPS
THE WARMTH OF YOUR BODY CALLS MY HANDS TO TOUCH... OVER... AND OVER
THE SWEET ROSEY SMELL OF YOU BREASTS SENDME TO EXTACY...
OUR LIPS CONNECT
BUT NO ITS UR TASTE.. THAT WARMS MY MOOD
IT FILL MY MOUTH LIKE A CHOCOLATE COVERED CHERRY
MY TASTE BUDS EXPAND, HEARING YOU MOAN.. SENDS CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE
AS OUR LIPS CONNECT WITH NO INENTION OF CEASING U TRY AN PUSH AWAY...
CLIMBING TO THE TOP OF THE BED.. AND YOUR CLIMAX...
THE BREATH IS SO HEAVY ND HARD.
YOUR MIND SOUTHED, AND SPIRIT LIGHTENED..


NOW WITH LIPS DISCONECTED.. WE GRIND..
LIKE THEY SAY SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE...
AND THIS IS A RACE OF LOVE, U GUNNA BE THE VICTOR,
WHILE IM INSIDE YOU.. THE FEELING IS WET ND WARM ..
STROKE AFTER STROKE... MAKING OUR LOVE LAST,
AS THE WORLD IS DEAD TO US AND ITS JUST U ND I, MAKING LOVE WITH THISMELTING PEICE OF CHOCOLATE N MY ARMS...

ONE TST,AND IT JUST ISNT ENOUGH..
CHOCOLATE IS THE ROOT TO ALL LOVE!!
JUS GOTTA HAVE THAT CHOCOLATE SENSATION


by yayo365

One of these days I won’t be here.
One of these days love won’t greet us
So one of these days we must see
See that love is all that must be
One of these days the intinsity of our love will dwindle
But will we be able to stand and say
One of these days we will be inceprible
So I say on this day, lets not say "one of these days"
Lets make one of those days today, tonight, right now, this day
So that wen those days come we will say this day made us stronger
This day mad our love icredible ..


by yayo365

Could this be lust
Could this be love
Could this be me... you.. Or could this be us
Could this be forever, or just WINTER LUST


by yayo365

"The Hood" is where im from so don’t try me
"The Pain" is what fills my heart so don’t push me
"The fame" never asked for it, but its so lovely
"These niggas" so lame, so fake
"Love" never again; heart broken
"This pen" never letting it down it southes me
"My girl" beautiful and true
"My name" Yayo so wat does that tell you
"Drugs" never again took my only love away
"My love" Football, allday everyday
"God"he’s my savior my lord
"The fans"thank you and God bless


by yayo365

WHAT IF  
    WAT IF U WAS MY GIRL...
WHAT IF ...
    WHAT IF I SAID I LOVED YOU
    WOULD YOU SAY IT BACK?
WHAT IF...
    WHAT IF I MEANT EVERY WORD IVE EVER TOLD YOU
    AND TOLD YOU THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE PERFICT AS LONG AS I COULD HOLD YOU..
WHAT IF...
    WHAT IF GOD MADE YOU , THN SEEN ME AND SAID MEANT TO BE..  
  WHAT IF..  

        WHAT IF WE WAS LIKE B AND HOVA... 08 BONNIE AND CLYDE
    WHAT IF...
I asked you to take my hand.. And you said yes.. Would we be together forever.. Or just a season

WHAT IF...
What I wrote this poem for yo..what if we were meant to be..
    WHAT IF..


by yayo365