Goodnight to the person that I'm thinking about...wherever you are...I hope you sleep in peace with angels. I hope you know that I am somewhere too...It's hard to imagine that although you cross my mind so often, that you could forget...It's hard to imagine you not feeling the same, though I know that all things are not mutual, that I know. What is hard to imagine is this deep bittersweet ache that I feel for you being so strong...and yet at the same time you might be watching the Simpsons and laughing...or hearing my favorite song, but you don't feel it like I do...or just knowing that you're living or smiling or sleeping right now, and you don't know that you're in my mind...and it makes me wonder if you ever think of me at all, or am I just someone there, who passes by sometimes. A sometimes friend who is there only in the moment...
I hope that you do consider me a friend though, not just some acquaintance...If I was one of the people you'd think to come to first if you had any problem, any worry, anything...I wonder if you know that I'd always be there...
Well, somewhere, I hope that you don't think of me, because if you did, you might feel this void, this wondering...and I don't want that for you...no, I want you to wake up tomorrow and smile, and have your sister tell you to do your chores, and have life continue sweetly, without this scary feeling to change your perception.
But for now, I hope you sleep in a quiet calma, and that you dream of a good place, and that you know that you are cared for by so many people, even if you don't know that I'm one of them. I hope that you're warm, and that your eyes close soft...because I can picture the moonlight touching them in just that way. I can picture you quiet with the air around you like some incredible peace that I have never known. I have never thought of someone like that....that they make the air around them beautiful...

written by Nicole